Their house is 5 minutes away…..IF that.
So my mom called him to let him know plans for thanksgiving and he said they aren’t coming but that they will be here on Christmas. So my mom said that because he isn’t coming at all on thanksgiving he better come for the whole day on Christmas.
But what bothers me is that I attempted suicide in July. I could not be here right now. If he doesn’t come to Christmas. Or makes some kind of excuse and comes late or leaves early….I’m done with him.
I’m not going to remind him of what I went through. I’m not going to remind him of the fucking HELL this past year has put me through.
If it doesn’t cross his fucking mind then I don’t even fucking care. He can’t bother to fucking show up to my favorite fucking holiday. The only reason its my favorite is because the whole fucking point is to be thankful for everything. All I have is my fucking family. So I’m already pissed about that. And if his fucking girlfriend pulls a little bitch fit like last year not understanding WHY he should spend time with us I’m done with her. not that she makes an effort to be a part of my life anyway.
Sorry for my rant. I’m just alone and sad and pissed off.