I saw a post a few minutes ago showing a girl revealing cuts under her skirt. She said for everyone that reblogged she would right their name on a piece of paper and put it in a jar to remind herself of people that cared about her.
Now. This girl is beautiful. Beautiful face beautiful body. She’s amazing.
Not me. I have neither. I have an ugly face, body, and soul.
I make a similar post. Asking people if they gave a shit if I’d overdose and for every name I see I’ll right it on my wall. This way if I’m ever having a hard time I can go to one of those blogs and talk to them.
My post gets under 70 notes (including people who liked and reblogged the post.) I showed my pills. I had 46 at the time. I think I have over 50 now.
All saved up for when I decide to end it.
The other girl gets over 5,000 notes and SEVERAL anons running to help her. I appreciate the 5 people that reached out to me….but it’s funny to me.
The fact that I’m showing a bowl full of pills should get (kind-hearted, caring) people scared.
But because I’m not the thinnest or the prettiest girl I will be over looked more often than not.
People on this site are hypocrites.
The only thing that has stopped me from taking those pills is the names on my wall.
But seeing that post reminds me how pathetic I was to think a lot of people would give a shit if I overdosed.
Once again the beautiful are glorified and hundreds run to help them.